Blue Pen


I have this favourite blue pen, It’s not the one in the picture, I just think it’s pretty. Yesterday I lost it. I had to use another blue pen and it just wasn’t as good. It made my handwriting messy and it just felt all wrong when it sat in my hand. I really didn’t like this pen. It’s not that my other pen was really good or this one was really bad, even though this was the case. They were both blue pens and they did the exact same thing. My pen that I lost was a fine 0.2 mm tip ball point pen. The other blue pen that I ended up having to use was a friend’s. Their pen that I borrowed was a thick 1 mm ball point pen. I know that they liked this pen and the style of it because they have multiple and in various colours. So if I were to ask them if that pen were a good pen, I know that they would say that it is, because that is what they believe. I don’t believe this, and that’s okay it’s nothing worth starting an argument about. As I said before, it just made my hand writing look messy, probably because my hand writing is messy, but that’s besides the point. This pen was suitable for my friend because this pen suited her style of writing. Her writing was very rounded and the thickness the pen suited it. My writing is like a very sort of skinny chicken scratch and when I used my friends pen it became hard to see what I was writing and was basically illegible. Either way I was grateful for my friend and their blue pen because it was what I needed at the time, it wasn’t the ideal option but it still got the job done. Thankfully today I found my blue pen… It was in my other pencil case. Lol. I must have put it in the on accident. Anyways, I hope you’re having a great day and I’ll see you Next time. Bye!


Today I was Productive


Today I was productive. I achieved a lot of things and ticked many things of my to do list. I still feel like there is more that I could have done today. It is only when it comes to the end of the day that this feeling of lack of accomplishment comes about. The strange thing is during the day I feel like I’m doing too many things, kind of like I’m spreading myself too thin. It could just be me thinking about what I have to do the next day that brings on the unaccomplished feelings, but I don’t understand why it happens at night when I’m preparing for bed and not during the day? Is it because I’m winding down and have some time to reflect on what has happened during the day? This sounds like it’s turning into my ‘Why can’t I sleep’ Post. LOL. Anyways, Imma leave this open ended, if you have the answer then let me know. haha. I hope you’re having a good day and I’ll see you next time. Bye!

Why can’t I sleep?

I don’t know. It’s not that I’m not tired, I’m so tired right now. When ever I try and go to bed early I can’t. I just can’t. It’s not because I’m not trying hard enough, I try so hard to sleep. Sleep is literally one of my favourite things to do. I want to be one of those people who can go to bed early, wake up early and then carry on with life. I’ve tried advice friends have given me of setting your alarm 5 minutes earlier each day, that doesn’t work for me. When I wake up in the morning I can have a million and one things that I need to be doing but I just won’t do because I’m happy and content just laying there. Honestly, I don’t think that I would get out of bed in the morning if the house was on fire. That might be a bit of an over exaggeration, but I hope you get my point. It’s so frustrating when I’m laying in bed at 10pm at night and my eye’s are so tired and sleepy, but my brain just refuses to shut off and be quite. When I wake up in the morning it’s the complete opposite. I wake up, my eyes closed waiting for my brain to catch up. It’s annoying, I hate it and I don’t know how to change it. Again, I’m not going to proof read this before I post it – although I probably should – so if it’s incoherent rambling then, what else did you expect. Lol. Either way, I hope you’re having a great day or night if your reading this at night alike to how I am writing it, and I’ll see you next time. Bye!

Do I look like I know what I am doing?

This is my very first post. Do I know what I am doing? Nope. Lol. Look at me go… I’m punctuating and shit. IDK if I’m doing it correctly or not but I’m doing it and that’s all that matters. That’s basically why I’m starting this blog. To give it a go… This year I decided I want to do more. I want to be more organised with my life. I want to be so organised with my life I can live more freely. I want to do so many things and I think the only thing that is holding me back is my disorganisation. If this sounds like crap, it’s because I haven’t bothered to read it back to myself.. Lol. But that’s okay… anyways. My train of thought has left the station and I unfortunately was not on board, so I guess that this is the end of my first blog post. This isn’t very long so I think I’ll make the font big, if i can ever figure it out… Anyways, I hope that you’re having a good day and I’ll see you next time. Bye!

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